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A whole year... Wow. A lot has happened, and it feels like I've gone backwards. Also feel like I might be going insane (but thats probably coz Dollhouse is finished).
So I'm not studying at varsity anymore, I'll just say that things didn't work out. I'm busy looking for a job, as the whole cell phone shop work idea is taking over my life and I just want to run away every second I'm in that place. I am only working 2 days a week now, since last week, but they keep on saying "don't you want to work mondays and saturdays too?" and I'm like "hell no!". I have no idea what to do now, I'm not qualified for anything, but I feel I can do everything (build PCs, web-design, draw, write software, design houses etc) but I can only do a bit of each. It's so frustrating!
I haven't even touched any of my vectors or drawings at all, but i really want to get back into it. Feel like a part of my life is missing.
So here I am, future-less, tired and feeling kinda sick.
On the plus side, I bought Mass Effect 2 Collectors Edition, but in SA I can never manage to log in to the Cerberus network, keeps timing out. And a friend and I started playing AT-43 which is pretty sweet. A nice and smart change to normal table top wargames.
So I'm not studying at varsity anymore, I'll just say that things didn't work out. I'm busy looking for a job, as the whole cell phone shop work idea is taking over my life and I just want to run away every second I'm in that place. I am only working 2 days a week now, since last week, but they keep on saying "don't you want to work mondays and saturdays too?" and I'm like "hell no!". I have no idea what to do now, I'm not qualified for anything, but I feel I can do everything (build PCs, web-design, draw, write software, design houses etc) but I can only do a bit of each. It's so frustrating!
I haven't even touched any of my vectors or drawings at all, but i really want to get back into it. Feel like a part of my life is missing.
So here I am, future-less, tired and feeling kinda sick.
On the plus side, I bought Mass Effect 2 Collectors Edition, but in SA I can never manage to log in to the Cerberus network, keeps timing out. And a friend and I started playing AT-43 which is pretty sweet. A nice and smart change to normal table top wargames.
Into the machine
So I'm part of the corporate machine now. Finished off my short programming diploma (with flying colours, I might add) and before I knew it, I'm part of one of the largest technology companies in the world. I honestly can't complain, but... I still can't help but feel I don't belong. It's like I just don't have anything other than work and sleep now. No room to do anything anymore. No room to grow, other than in the business world. Which can be a very frustrating place. So many walls you run into.
I've also "recently" started playing Magic the Gathering. I say "recently", as I started a little more than a year ago, so I guess I'm still quite
Deja Entendu
So I guess it all starts over again.
I quit my job from the cell phone store last year, took a few months off to decide how to move forward in my life. So now I'm studying again, doing computer programming at a local college. Only 2 years. 2 more years of studying. And I feel so old now with this group of first years... most of them are 7 years younger than me. Luckily I don't look too old. Most of them couldn't believe I am 25.
So I'm doing the course using my Acer Aspire One netbook. Its an old A150, I've had it for about a year and a half, and its not doing too well with handling Microsoft Visual Studio 2010. So I'm trying to decide if I
Change....
So, a whole bunch of things have changed in my life recently. My brother moved out of the house, I got fed up with my old pc, so I bought a new one, then my 19" widescreen LCD broke. After finally moving or throwing away most of my brothers old stuff, I moved into his room. Quite a big room, upstairs loft type of thing. Only have my bed and new PC up here, clothes are still in the old room. Anyway, so today I bought a LG W2343T 23" widescreen LCD. Really really awesome!
My friends want to get out of their jobs and start an IT tech support company. We have a guy thats interested in funding us, but he doesn't seem to be agreeing on the way we
Just keep going
Ok, I guess my freaking out in the previous journal entry was just jealousy. On saturday I walked into an MTN store just to see if they have stock of the Motorola Milestone, so that I can make sure I get one on my upgrade on the 26th May. So I'm asking the dude behind the counter about it and he says its a cool phona and all, and I say that I want one on my upgrade next week and he's like "oh, so you can upgrade already then, let me get one for you". And well, I had to go to another store where they had stock, but now I have my new phone! :D Its soooo cool. Now I want all my friends to get an android phone, so we can play games together and s
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I'm sorry to hear you're going through such a hard time, just work hard to get better at the things you wanna do, take one step at a time, and I'm sure that soon enough you'll be doing it. 